Romans 10.20-21

10.20 Then I answer myself again when I say, "Hey, Self, Esaias was much more bold than Moses. See, Esaias said, 'I was found of them that sought me not. I was made manifest unto them that asked not after me.'" Wow! See how much bolder Esaias is than Moses? See, because you Gentiles do not seek after God while the Jews do, that scripture proves that God has manifested Himself in you while He damns all those Law-abiding Jews to Hell! Heh-heh.

10.21 Then Esaias goes on to say to Israel / the Jews, "All day long I have stretched forth my hands unto a disobedient and gainsaying people." See, since the Lord's disciples are disobedient and gainsaying Jews, THEY are the people that God hates and damns to Hell!

Here we go again to see if that is what God is really saying through Isaiah.

Isaiah 65.1 "I am sought of them that asked not for me. I am found of them that sought me not. I said, 'Behold me! Behold me!' unto a nation that was not called by my name.

The Master is talking about the people who find Him while working the 12 Steps of A.A. I found Him while working the fourth and fifth steps. When I was working those steps, I was not looking for God at all. I was looking for the promises of recovery spoken to me by my treatment counselors. I could not even work the third step -- "Turned our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him," -- until I had worked the fourth and fifth steps. Up until I worked the fourth and fifth steps, my perception of God had been totally twisted by Christianity. Thus, I could not turn my will and my life over to the care of somebody I did not know, and somebody whom I thought was mean and cruel. I had to experience His love -- the comforts of the Comforter -- before I could turn my will and my life over to Him.

While some people in A.A. have repeatedly condemned me for working the fourth and fifth steps prior to my working the third step, snarling, "The Steps are written in order for a reason!" God is validating that my working the Steps in the order that I did is right on target. How can anybody honestly turn his will and his life over to the care of somebody he does not know -- and to somebody whom his own perception conceives as being mean and cruel? How insane would it be to turn our will and our lives over to a terrorist? I had to know for myself experientially that God is not a terrorist in order to turn my will and my life over to His care.

We also know of a certainty that God is not referring to Christians as being those who find Him because Christians call themselves by His name Christ. That people in the Program do not call themselves after His name is further validation that the Lord is referring to those of us who work the 12 Steps.

2 I have spread out my hands all the day unto a rebellious people which walk in a way that was not good, after their own thoughts -- 3a people, the Christians,

• that provoke me to anger continually to my face,
• that sacrifice in gardens and burn incense upon altars of brick, which refers to many Christians holding to the idiotology that altars in their churches must be made of stone due to early Christians worshiping in graveyards in and on tombs,
• 4which remain among the graves while celebrating their hollow weenie "All Saints Day" thinking they can pray their dead loved ones out of Hell and into Heaven,
• and lodge in the monuments of the Vatican / Batty Can, the "Crystal Palace," and the huge personal estates of the Christian propheteers,
• which eat swine's flesh hamming it up behind their pigsty, the Paul-pit thinking that a servant of God is supposed to be a stand-up comedian while seducing people into devouring Paul's pig slop,
• and broth of abominable things is in their vessels like the lies told by the Catholic poops and priestatutes and Eastern Orthodox patriarchs while feeding their perishoners the "Eucharist,"
• 5which say, "Stand by thyself! Come not near to me, for I am holier than Thou!" because they are such self-exalting ethnocentric snobs!

These are a smoke in my nose -- a fire that burns all the day!

It's pay-back time, Xyin, religious Jew, and Muslim. All the sins you have committed against your fellow man are about to fall right back on you. Just start thinking about all the nasty things you have done to other people. How are going to like having those things come right back at you? Ooh. That ought to make you start cringing.

6 Behold, it is written before me. I will not keep silence, but will recompense, even recompense into their bosom. 7Your iniquities (self-exalting discrimination), Christianity, and the iniquities of your fathers together," says the Lord, "have burned incense upon the mountains and blasphemed me upon the hills. Therefore will I measure their former work into their bosom."

8 Thus says the Lord, "As the new wine is found in the cluster, and one says, 'Destroy it not, for a blessing is in it!' so will I do for my servants' sakes so that I may not destroy them all. 9And I will bring forth a seed out of Jacob (the anonymous 12-Step programs), and out of Judah an inheritor of my mountains, and my elect shall inherit it and my servants shall dwell there. 10And Sharon ('Share on!' indicative of what the anonymous 12-Step programs say to each participant) shall be a fold of flocks of God's tender-hearted lambs, and the valley of Achor (a choir) shall be a place for the herds to lie down in for my people that have sought me.

Why a choir? Because the music and lyrics created and sung in God's great and notable day shall be so informative, healing and uplifting.

11 But you Christians, Jews, and Muslims are they:

• that forsake the Lord,
• that forget my holy mountain of Truth contained within the Bible,
• that prepare a table of lies to be swallowed by that troop of terrorists who love to hate and slaughter people who disagree with their beliefs, and
• that furnish the drink offering -- the Eucharist -- unto that sick, sick, sick blood-thirsty number of people who have been deceived and beguiled by you and Paul, Ezra, and Muhammad.

12 Therefore will I number you to the sword, and you shall all bow down to the slaughter, because when I called, you did not answer. When I spoke, you did not hear, but did evil before my eyes and chose that wherein I delighted not."

13 Therefore, thus says the Lord God,

• "Behold, my servants shall eat my Doctrine, but you shall be hungry.
• Behold, my servants shall drink of the cup of the wine of Life -- the Comforter -- but you shall be thirsty.
• Behold, my servants shall rejoice, but you shall be ashamed.
• 14 Behold, my servants shall sing for joy of heart, but you shall cry for sorrow of heart, and shall howl for vexation of your spirit.

15 And you shall leave your name for a curse unto my chosen, for the Lord God shall slay you and call His servants by another name -- the children of IsReal, the people to whom God is real -- 16so that he who blesses himself in the earth shall bless himself in the God of Truth, and he that swears in the earth shall swear by the God of Truth, because the former troubles are forgotten, and because they are hidden from my eyes, 17for behold! I create new heavens and a new earth, and the former shall not be remembered, nor come into mind.

18 Be you glad and rejoice forever in that which I create, for behold, I create Jerusalem a rejoicing and her people a joy. 19And I will rejoice in Jerusalem, (the city of the anonymous 12-Step programs wherein Jesus, He rules a lamb) and her people a joy to be around. And the voice of weeping shall be no more heard in her, nor the voice of crying.

20 There shall be no more thence an infant of days, nor an old man that has not filled his days, for the child shall die one hundred years old, but the sinner being one hundred years old shall be accursed.

21 And they shall build houses and inhabit them. And they shall plant vineyards and eat the fruit of them. 22They shall not build and another inhabit. They shall not plant and another eat, for as the days of a tree are the days of my people, and my elect shall long enjoy the work of their hands.

23 They shall not labor in vain, nor bring forth for trouble like you Christians, Jews, and Muslims do, for they are the seed of the blessed of the Lord, and their offspring with them. 24And it shall come to pass that before they call, I will answer, and while they are yet speaking, I will hear.

25 The wolf and the lamb shall feed together. The lion shall eat straw like the bullock, and dust shall be the serpent Paul's meat.

The wolf represents sinful people who are just entering the Program while the lamb represents people who have already worked the Steps and are Spirit-led people. I have already explained how newcomers provide a great service to oldtimers in the Program.

They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain," says the Lord.

No more war! No more of man's inhumanity to man! Yee-ha!