I'm starting to make conclusions that i'm not comfortable with when looking at my christian faith background and seeking truth and what I find is this:

1. YHVH was and is only for the hebrew speaking people
If you do not become versed in hebrew you'll not find the truth and you'll be at the mercy of faith-spinners

2. If YHVH requires of every person to fist learn hebrew before he willl know the truth it's sad, many many people will never have the chance, or be able to.

3. Thus Yeshua (who said himself he came for the Jews) only saved the Jews, whom are totally ignorant at this point

4. YHVH failed in training his children in the right ways so when they are older they wil remain in it. something the 'holy _script_ures' teaches in Proverbs

5. The road to destruction is wide and many is on it, the road to life is narrow and few will find it. Who's fault is it that only a few find it? Can YHVH not protect/keep the 'holy _script_ure' pure?

6. there is only salvation for the Jews (YHVH salvation) the other nations have other gods and YHVH does not care about them

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